Existential Overwhelm
Well, I haven't posted in a while. I am still in the Skid Row area of Los Angeles. I am still trapped in this project with the government and Hollywood.
The Why's & How's keep me awake: How much longer am I supposed to be here? Why are we doing this? Why aren't people complaining?
I think the system of checks and balances (Internal Affairs, DOJ, Office Inspector Genereal, ACLU, "Independent" Journalism) can all be disabled by the government if they declare a project "classified" or government business. If you work at the DOJ and they tell you not to prosecute FBI agents for an illegal incarceration, witness tampering, contempt of court, attempted manslaughter, misuse of influence (infomercials with celebrities in metaphor about the incident with "Amber") and so on, then I guess you have to do what they order you to do in the military, but that really disables the entire system and allows criminal activity.
I won't go into detail here, but the attempted manslaughter charges were years ago when I was homeless in the San Francisco-Berkely-Oakland area. Most likely the motive was to eliminate me as a witness (before I realized what the hell was going on) or prosecutor against any friends or family members, police and actors/writers/producers in Hollywood.
If those aforementioned people go to jail for something they themselves have done, then so be it. But they didn't have anything to worry about after all: the DOJ, ACLU, Internal Affairs, Attorney General, and others have all turned my case down. I believe they were ordered to.
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If you don't have a disposition to criminality or schaedenfreude then this situation makes NO SENSE AT ALL. Consider: Economically, the USA is spending millions of hours and billions of dollars making these commercials, pictures and articles. Honestly, it isn't necessary but can be fun. Sociologically: Bad examples on our buses, streets, etc. Lots of pantomimes of vulgar behavior, etc. Silence at social/legal injustices. Law: Absolutely illegal. No need to go around a courtroom. All parties are present. Aggravated assaults, poisoning, harassment, illegal incarceration, felony conspiracy by the police and Hollywood are all going undocumented and unpunished. So why do it?! 1. Schaedenfreude & Personal Proclivities. A lot of people get a kick out of being cruel, assaulting their competition, embarrassing others. 2. Publishing & Money. It's probably a safe bet a lot of money or some kind of currency is being brokered out to those who use their publishing platforms for this project. This is all done in metaphor. 3. Legend. Some people want to be famous and make themselves the "vigilantes" that you see on tv & movies constantly.
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It's a hypnosis that says, I can't acknowledge you; I can't help you.
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I recently watched "The Perfect Physique" on Netflix. I was struck by how these men's lives revolve around their bodies. I mean, EVERYTHING they do is in the service of bodybuilding: timing their meals, their custom made clothes for their size, their supplements, even sleep is to recover from the last workout so they can get up in the morning and do it again.
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FINALLY, I found some tangible proof of technology that the police won't admit to having: it's the ability to see through walls. Eventually, I will find what I need to prove that they have the ability to read minds and record them, including memories, all five of your senses, your body's health, etc. This stuff can be used to make you feel like your losing your mind as well as force you to listen to other's speaking to you against your will:
Wi-Fi Allows You to See Through Walls
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I guess that's about all for now.
-Nietzsche
